Friends?

I love you.
Yes, you.
I dont know which is better, for you to know my true feelings or i should just shut my mouth about this.
I'm sorry for all the things that i've said to you before.
I was mad at you on that time, i wished that we were not friends.
And yeah, god had granted my wish.
You ignored me. I'm sorry okay, i know the things that i said to you was harsh and mean.
But, i, i, i really regret it.
I know you would not accept me back, but i always hope that we could be friends again, like we used to be.
Please, forgive me. I never said sorry to you, and i never will.
Yeah its kindda stupid, but nevermind. I just hope that we wil be friends again :'(

I Hate You.

Thank you.
Thank you for everything.
Thank you for all the pain.
Thank you for ripping my heart.
Thank you for falling me into pieces.
Thank you for making me feel like i'm a total loser.

Thank you for turning my life upside down.
Thank you for making me feel miserable.
Thank you for all this shit.

I appreciate it so much.
I wish that i will never see you in the future.
Not even a glance.

Thank You :')

Lately, I've been thinking..
And i  know, i'm not a good person
I'm not a good daughter nor a good sister.
Faiqah, i'm sorry for wasting your time at night.. calling you, and cakap i emo semua, you too Ezwina, i selalu whatsapp dgn you, and cakap benda yang sama, the same thing goes to Fatin..
Faiqah, Ezwina, Fatin, Maryam, Adleen, Afika and all
I love you gurls so damn much!
yeah, kita semua selalu gaduh, dulu masa sekolah rendah kita semua mmg sumpah tak matang kan? selalu mengumpat semua, but bila masuk sekolah menengah, kita dah matang sikit cehhh :')
but, i think all those arguements yang buat kita rapat <3
AE, FI, MA, FS, AY, AI, AA i sayang korang sangat sangat, and i know that i'm so annoying but that's me ;-)

Is It Important?

That was awesome! Why must you do those thing to them? They didn't do anything or cause any chaos, they never ask anything from all of you, so why? why must you treat them like that? They don't deserve to be treated like that, and you people don't deserve to treat them like that. Seriously, is money that important? Too important until you choose money rather than your own family?  I thought these kind of situation only happen in movies or drama.. But i was wrong, I'm sorry for taking up all this craps, i'm just not in the mood, like always, and start remembering all those things, but i'm gratefull that they've changed :') maybe, nobody knows, but i hope its for real :D

Awwww :')

Found these on tumblr  :D

 so sweet :')
You guys should watch this drama :)
It's called Prosecutor Princess :)
anyway, is it me or the guy looks a bit like kiefer? :O
anyway, Faiqah Sudin, kiefer is mine lol
just joking

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I don't know why but i feel so lonely these days
Especially today, 5 december 2011.
I want to talk to someone, anyone?
Hmmm afika tak balas message, ezwina dekat dubai, fatin kat kampung, maryam pukul 9 dah tidur -_- .
Yeah, i dont have many friends.
Sometimes, i feel that my real friends are less than 10. But, its the fact i think?
I wanna call alyn but she's on the phone with faiqah on that time, around 10 o'clock liddat i've decided to call faiqah and talk about...
But i read her tweets, and i thought she might be on the phone with tira right now. Therefore, i went to my room, open the laptop, drink a can of coke and started to cry.

Judgemental?

As i logged in to my fb account, there's a picture of a girl.
She was believed to be Nazmi Faiz's girl.
I don't really fancies him like other girls.
There's a junior of mine, she uploaded Nazmi Faiz's girl's picture (his gf) on fb and curse her
 Okay, i'm not making stories okay
Look the picture below

I'm sorry for saying this, but please, don't judge people like that.
I'm such a liar if i said that i never judge people, yeah, i don't judge people but i describe them, i know it's the same haha :) *stupid jokes
If you're unsatisfied with her or any other people,
Say it to their face, ut don't curse them!
It's only gonna make things worst,
But, it's better if you don't do the same thing that she did up there
For me, benda yang dia buat tu mcm mengaibkan org lain
I know you're cute but don't judge people liddat
Remmember, if you judge someone, you're judging God's creation
No hard feelings kayy :)